
Lady in Red by Laura Tetrault
You could read that title ” Secret Self” Portraits or Secret “Self Portrait” and either title would apply.
I haven’t really done a self portrait since school – I guess it doesn’t fall into my everyday thinking, but this painting started out with a challenge:
“James 1:22-25 tells us that God’s Word is like a mirror.
When you look into the mirror of God’s Word, what do you see?
What does it say about who you are? What truth does it reflect into your life?
How do you go about looking at your “secret self” – for me, that part of myself is one that I don’t really know in a concrete way. It is composed of things like dreams, snatches of this, clips of poems, journal scratches and sketches, beliefs, feelings, aspirations…. How do you put aspirations into visual terms?
Even writing this post was difficult for me, because a lot of the ideas I have about this piece are things I have never really put into words. How much of my secret self could I handle floating around the web?
Here’s a few of the ideas that went into this painting.
I drew things that I consider “my familiars” on my canvas. Latin words, lanterns, wild roses. Some things that I have recently adopted or that stood in for an idea that I wanted to express. Many of them got covered by future layers of paint but I know they are there. Some images express who I am, who I was as a child and who I want to be. That’s how I addressed the questions stated in the challenge.
Colour choice can say things about you too – these are my signature colours – most of them are transparent and layer nicely with one or two powerful opaque colours. Picking apart colour theory and what each colour means is a task for another post.
I chose the pose of the girl – introspective, partly turned away. It is almost like she is unaware of the viewer, or she could be avoiding the viewer’s gaze.
After placing her where I wanted her I started adding colours I liked and fleshing her out. This is one of the paintings that I decided to work with some iridescent paints. I find them beautiful but difficult to master. Originally her gown was gold. Now it is red – I have always had a thing for red dresses. Such a strong, confident colour.
I struggled with her. Seems to be a theme here. If you want to see some of the photos in progress check out my fan page. There isn’t perfect documentation because I didn’t really plan on sharing it like this but you can see some different progress shots.
I’m not sure I’m done, but I like where I am and now I am waiting – for closure or for inspiration. Whichever gets here first. Maybe a portrait like this never really is finished?
If you want to work on your own, try these ideas:
Grab your gear – glue, paper/canvas/illustration board, paints, coloured makers and sharpies, photos and sketches you like.
Or
Do it digitally and grab your tech wizardry and a coffee.
- Collect photos, sketches, magazine clippings, Pintrest pins that resonate with you. Maybe use a photo or sketch of yourself or pick something that represents you. Get lots of things you like, things you think say something about you. Whatever appeals.
- If you are using physical things like magazine clippings, collage them onto your surface. If digital is more your thing, use photoshop, or create a new board on Pintrest.
- Layer, layer, layer – until you get to where you want to be. Try to be intuitive about it and just let things happen. Just because you may cover some elements up doesn’t mean that they aren’t part of your portrait make up. Somethings are just deeper than others, even in art.
- Take a photo of your work and if you feel comfortable post it on my facebook page.
Enjoy – I hope you take the challenge!